Did you lost anything?

My blood brother ,
said to have cancer.
but i dun feel the pain or hurt..
Not because i hate him for controlling us too much or scold us..
But i feel that he's doing so much for us..
and he care alot for us...
he deserve a better life..
he will never leave us that early.
I really feel it..
He's going to be fine.
I know.
I always trying to push myself to get a good grade..
From a primary sch lazy student..who always Crowned the last position..
To a hardworking secondary student..who managed to get top 15 positions..
And now a active poly student who gets top 15% GPA awards..
He cares about my result alot..
And i really pushes myself so hard to make him proud.
And thats not all i can do...
I can do more..
I know i really can..
So right b4 i become a real successful person..
Korkor, you are not allow to go..
I will use my brain more to work smart instead of just work hard.
I will be good.
Trust me.(:

Mum is upset seeing bro drinking evry night.
Dad is upset over he's finance.
Da jie is upset for being bullied during work.
Er jie is upset over her r/s.
Im upset...because..




There's something in my heart..
told me...
I lost something.
And its something that i really duno wat it is.